00:10 am
I can't sleep tonight, I bet it's because I fell asleep for about 10 or more hours this morning and I consumed a large amount of chocolate today (well, it doesn't make any sense at all -_-). I have a lot of thing to say but I don't know how to start.... . Okay,okay, the thing is, I want to tell you about the film that I watched recently and my new year resolutions but I don't think that it would be good if I combine them in one post.
So my new year resolutions are:
1. Be better than last year (in every kind of thing), always pray
2. I should try not to be such a money scatterer, I mean like, I've tried to save my money, It worked (believe me) , but I have to let it go in case of treat my friends dillema
3. Study hard! Yup it's a must. Last semester was not that that good, It wasn't bad either but I always think like I have the ability to do more than this. Like I said, since I moved from Indonesia to Moscow, of course I also moved from my old shs to the new one. I chose to school in Indonesian School again, because I really wanted to get into state university, and I don't think that international school will help me with this case. In jhs I have a friend who was moved from international school into our school (Indonesian school), it was kinda hard for him to adapt with the curriculum, he said that our jhs is a way harder then his old school. Back then, though now I'm in Indonesian School, I think that i'm way more enjoyable here. Without ignoring the fact that we may left behind in some subjects compared to those schools in Jakarta. But for sure, there's no pressure. At first it's kind of hard for me to choose this, I mean, I really wanted to get into my old shs when I just graduated from my jhs, I have a lot of friends there, and it wasn't that easy to get into that school, the most important is, if I were there maybe I still have a chance to get into college via invitation things, that's my goal omg-_-. But after two months, I have to let it all go and moved into here, opportunity cost lol. Right, you can't get a lot of things at the same time except the situation let you to do so, right?, that's called greedy _-_ (it doesn't work on shopping right? hahaha). Both of them are very expensive and have their own surplus -_-, like in old shs you have the chance, and in moscow you got the experience. And in the end, finally you have to choose one of them. And I chose the experience. Why don't you choose to live in Jakarta, it's not a bad school either, right? yes, but fyi once when I was in elementary school, I had an expectancy to become a diplomat someday, I want to go abroad, to travel the world, travel the sky it sounds like an advertisement on tv haha. Who knows who I will be the next 5 or 10 years from now? :D
4. I should get into IPA class this year, aamiin
5. I'm still confused about the subject that I will be majoring at university, so I have to choose it soon -_-
Well, the thing is I should be better, and better. Sometimes I could be very concern about my future, but on the other side my behavior doesn't show it haha. I think sometimes I just love to procrastinate like I will live a thousand years more, my bad. It should be my 6th resolution, to stop procrastinating, and be more diligent..
It's 1:30 already , which is 4:30 wib. Lucky me, who still have 6, okay, 5 days left until I get back to school. Dobre vecer folks!
ps: I just remember that yesterday was christmas for russian people, or christian ortodoks? maybe that's the reason why I saw fireworks from wy window.
boom boom duaar